Where Are You Going?

On the edge of nowhere, I am currently in a deep pit of uncertainty.  Often that happens when there is a lot of time, but very little results occurring.  For example, I currently work in the "gig" economy.  I do not know where my next paycheck will come from. If I get a sum of money, and pay off bills, what happens is I have to wait to get another sum of money.  This situation puts a lot of pressure on me, so I have to learn how to be very patient.

One day, I am sure that I will go from broke to rich.  It is crazy right now how extreme things go, from one end to the other with no seeming stop in between, or no rest or let up.  I'm holding on for dear life so to speak.  In stages like this, which I bet lots of entrepreneurs go through, you try just about everything trying to find something that works.

This post is a kind of journal log about this experience, which has lasted quite some years now.  I have journeyed from a part-time, sporadic work-from-homer seeking to get my business off the ground to a nearly full-time digital nomad.  This may lead somewhere interesting, yet I hope that a spring opens up and shows itself authentic.  I see people everywhere making claims, but have not found anything.  But still, I know it exists.